devour your brain

I'm searching for wallpapers for my computer desktop right now and click on the nature hyperlink. I found many lanscape photographs, they are beautiful and do tell stories and I'm sad now because I suddenly remember you. I don't like you so much but you make me feel bad about myself, you know. You say you wouldn't make me feel any burden on my chest but you just did. I don't know what to say. I'm trying to give you some time to think and you don't use it well. I knew it. I already knew about the feelings, don't need to tell me because I knew and I'm okay with it, at first, but you became so irritating and I am staying away from you these days. This is for your own good, I promise. I'm not stupid. Don't be sad, pal. You'll get over everything real soon if you want to try and if you ask me, i'll say it's worth a try. I have experienced disappointments in my life and I'm over it. You made me cry because you scared me, a lot. Let me tell you something, the biggest secret that you have, you have to keep it by yourself, you can count on yourself and will not caused any damage in your life. I trust my family, but there are several secrets that I have to keep it to myself, because I trust me, because I knew myself better than anyone can do. And please remember and don't ever forget this thing, if you like something or someone, please do not be too into it, you will get hurt and that's not good. This isn't love, this is just another curiosity, like my mom said, there is no love, love is a game of the heart, you can control it like you control your anger. This. I hope you understand if you read this.

Is this what you want? Are you happy now? Because I'm not, please try to respect my silence.