How many lies have I told myself?
How many tears that fell because of myself?
How long this torture will go?
How many times have I told myself that everything will be okay?
How many times have I failed myself?
No, noone cares.
People help the people? Bullshit.
People need to take care of themselve then take care of others.
I've always be the dumbest one.
Give a damn of people businesses, care too much.
How many times have I told myself that curiousity killed the cat?
How? How to fix a brokenheart? How to mend a heart?
I'm blank. I can't think because I think about everything at once.
It's cloudy. I can't even see my own hands.
Numb.
All I want is to be successful,
but
People turned me down.
Human turns me down.
That what people do, turn everybody down, even one that has already at the bottom.
God. I'm sorry if I failed you. But this time I do really need a favor. I need a guidance. Show me the way. Show me to the door, to the right one, to the person that I've always wanted to be. I promise I will never lose my touch. Never.
May I hear some Amen?
Amen.
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